The Leap Year Promise

"If neither of us is married by the time we're thirty," Jamie had said, "let's marry each other." They were nineteen then, lying in the snow making angels, best friends since kindergarten. Diana had laughed, the sound crystallizing in the February air, but she'd agreed. They'd even written it down on a coffee shop napkin afterward, both signing their names with ceremonial flourish.

Now, eleven years later, on February 29th, Diana stood on Jamie's porch, her heart pounding against her ribs like a trapped bird. The napkin in her pocket felt impossibly heavy. She'd kept it all these years, through three moves, two serious relationships, and countless almost-loves. The coffee stains had faded, but their signatures remained clear, a testament to that distant winter day.

Neither of them had married. She'd watched Jamie date others—the artist who painted murals, the kindergarten teacher who loved origami, the chef who could make anything taste like home. She'd had her own share of relationships: the journalist who wanted to travel the world, the architect who built her miniature cities out of sugar cubes, the musician who wrote her songs but couldn't remember to buy milk.

But somehow, they'd both remained single. And somehow, they'd never quite managed to date each other, despite the knowing looks from their friends, despite the way their families always set them places next to each other at holiday dinners, despite the fact that every significant person they'd ever dated had eventually asked, "What about Jamie?" or "What about Diana?"

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She raised her hand to knock, then hesitated. What if he'd forgotten? What if he remembered but wished he hadn't made that promise? What if—worst of all—he was seeing someone new and hadn't told her yet?

The porch light flickered on (she'd been standing there longer than she'd realized), and the door opened before she could knock. Jamie stood there in his old college sweatshirt, the one with the hole in the sleeve that she'd tried to mend once, badly. In his hand was an identical, coffee-stained napkin.

"I was just about to come find you," he said, smiling that crooked smile that had stayed the same since he was five. "I've been standing in my kitchen for twenty minutes, trying to work up the courage."

Diana pulled her own napkin from her pocket, the twin to his, preserved through all these years like a pressed flower between the pages of their shared history.

"We were ridiculous teenagers," she said, but her voice shook slightly.

"Probably," he agreed. "But maybe we were also a little bit wise." He stepped back, holding the door open wider. "Want to come in? I made hot chocolate. With the tiny marshmallows, like when we were kids."

She followed him inside, to the kitchen she knew as well as her own. Two mugs sat on the counter, steam rising from them like memories made visible. The kitchen window faced east, where the sun was just beginning to rise on this rare February 29th, painting the snow-covered world in shades of possibility.

"I've been thinking," Jamie said, handing her a mug, "about why none of our relationships ever worked out."

Diana wrapped her hands around the warm ceramic, breathing in the scent of chocolate and childhood winters. "Why do you think?"

"Because," he said slowly, "I think we made this promise when we were nineteen not because we were planning for failure, but because even then, we knew. We just weren't ready to know that we knew."

She looked up at him then, really looked at him. At the boy who'd shared his crayons with her in kindergarten, who'd taught her to ride a bike, who'd held her hand at her father's funeral. At the man who still called her every Sunday night, who knew how she took her coffee, who kept tiny marshmallows in his cupboard because she loved them.

"So what are you saying?" she asked, though her heart was already answering.

Jamie reached out and took her napkin, placing it next to his on the counter. Side by side, they looked like pages from the same book, telling the same story from different angles.

"I'm saying," he smiled, taking her hand, "that maybe we didn't need to wait for a leap year after all. Maybe we just needed to realize that some promises aren't about the future—they're about recognizing what's been true all along."

Outside, the February dawn painted the snow in shades of pink and gold, and somewhere in the distance, a cardinal began to sing. Diana squeezed Jamie's hand, feeling the warmth of certainty spread through her chest like hot chocolate on a winter morning.

"Better late than never?" she suggested.

"Right on time," he corrected, and leaned in to kiss her, eleven years of waiting dissolving like snowflakes in the morning sun.

Kaitlyn Bracey

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